Surrounded by sadness...

Life is always never what it seems... Running everywhere like a headless chicken, not knowing what is going on.. now that is dangerous... and well.. there are so many things going on around me now.. that i would just rather close both my eyes.. not just 1 eye but both my eyes...

I hate this place at times.. Life in here is so filled with shit...!! Everyone here is all selfish bastards who only is willing to take care of themselves.. sad... but true. Even my keyboard for my laptop can't agree more... with 2 of its keys jumping out of the board.. its so hard to type.. sad... Can't get replacement... have to live with it.. which is super duper sad...!!!!!

A very fairy tale world...

Living in a world filled with happiness, with rainbows in the sky, chocolate waterfall, fountains, river and sea.. its like a dream come true..! Imagine.. its every child's dream... and well for adults i wouldn't say is every adults dream... but yea.. its still a dream.

There won't be cars or buses or even lorry. There would only be people waling around like one of those small town in country side.. all green... Having all trees blooming flowers, fruits, and well everything that you can see on earth now, and mystical creatures all around.. centaurs, unicorns, & dragons.. (a sudden burst of harry potter.. lol)

The scenery is just exactly like any beautiful day of sunset and sunrise.. all orange, blue and just clear sky... And well.. it so fairy tale....!!

People that lives in this fairy tale world wold always be happy, and there would be sorrows.. but for a short time only. Beautiful people all around, not just appearance but heart as well.. beautiful souls all around.. what could possibly go wrong? no idea... but there would always things that will not go or get along... its normal. =)

What ever that appears around would be a vision come true and will always be deemed good. =)

All kinds of animals living everywhere, rabbits, hamsters, dogs, cats, horses, monkeys, birds, etc...

It will be such a fantasy world that would only exist in the minds of people not in the living world... hence a fairy tale world... that would only exist in my mind. Its never easy to have the fairy tale world visible for it is too difficult, for there are so many people around with different train of thoughts, mind set and well.. capabilities... its never easy but it will come true in my mind.. i can make it come true...

Action speaks louder than words...

If there are just some things that you would say and it somehow backfires on you for you had done something else instead of what you said... well.. it will come back and bite yer ars so bad that you won't know what hit ya..!

Its karma baby....! lol... Well... for me i say that it is true... one day it sill hit you so hard that you won't know what had hit you. haha..!! Well in today's text... if you didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to be so scared.. but yet somehow there are still fear out there... its normal.. nothing to be blamed, its human nature.

Life is all it seemed... and well everything is somehow inter related. oh well... it is all it seemed so real yet fake.. to bad... hehe..

Never what it seems...

Sometimes i wonder to myself, why is there so many things happening around me without myself noticing anything, which is quite dangerous.. Something that only words can hurt a person, for the mouth the sharper than a blade.. hence it is not good. Life is always filled with ups and downs, where everything is ever so unexpected..

Some places may look very nice on the outside, but when entering or trying, it is like getting yourself into a lot of trouble and sneak attacks from everyone around you. Thinking that they were friends, but they are wolf in sheep clothings.. which is again.. dangerous..

What is the world becoming into? A place where the word harmony may not exist in their dictionary...

And also.. i notice on the road lately there are many people who knows how to drive but its either how good or how bad they are only. But from my experience, there are gals out there who drives quite dangerously where it can endanger other motorists life.. some also just drive on the road as though they own the road. But then again.. what can i say? they are Malaysian drivers. Heck.. sometimes i do that too... but not on purpose though..

The world as we know today may change very fast for time also fly past too fast and too quick to turn and look. its sad.. but true...

A long week...

Its been a very long week for me... It feels like its been months that i've not rested.. Its so tiring.. not easy being in an event company. But than again.. its just event... omg..!! what am i saying? I'm lost myself.. there are so many things happening around me now. Everyone seemed to be rushing everywhere, not sure to where but they are rushing somewhere while i'm just sitting at my desk.

Its kinda interesting to see things around go past you like the wind.. at a split of a second, anything can happen.... And yes something great has happened...! Wee....!! Ask & yo shall find out... for those who knows... keep it to yourself...

I feel as though i'm in a fantasy world where anything can happen, and yes, anything can happen anytime...! How great are things when it moves quickly.. but curse those times that time goes so slowly.. slower than a snail.. sad but true...

Being happy & pretending to be happy is difficult, but oh well.. lets just have fun..!! weeeee....!